Awakening Humans

This is my story, written as I have experienced it
at the time…

My name is Erno van Doesselaar, I was born in the Netherlands and I am nearly 40 years of age now.
As a child I felt very different from others and could not understand why children and adults were so cruel to themselves, to animals and each other.
I was raised in a family with no religious background and a father who was a strong atheist. Still I could feel Yeshua (Jesus) and other angels around me many times. That confused me, as the belief system of all that cannot be proven = not real, was so strong. When I was in nature, I felt home, I felt the calmness and connection to cosmic consciousness that I did not feel anywhere else.

Until 15 Years old, my grandmother was my ‘hope’. She reminded me of the unconditional love that I knew. After she crossed over, I entered a period of time where I chose to hide in music, drugs and alcohol. Often I felt very depressed and it is funny to say now, but I was one of those annoying people who would tell people who were happy; “oh your time will come, life is tough”.
This continued until I became 25 years old.

At that time I had just met my old friend again, who was suddenly very positive, as he had experienced a near death experience. So I decided to give positive thinking a try and soon I realized that I could be lucky by choice! ( I had been saying for about ten years that I was never lucky in life, that life was tough and you just did not know if it would work out… ) So I started reading books about NLP and felt a new energy coming into my life.

A while later, on an evening, I suddenly experienced how my grandmother came to me. I saw her coming to me in the shape of a little bubble that expanded fully into the size of her face. The room literally filled with so much love, real unconditional love. It was a such a gift to me, after not having felt or seen her anymore for 10 years, since she died. That experience wiped out my skepticism towards life and reminded me of the presence of angels in my life.

Then a few months later, my body gave me a clear signal that I had to change my way of living.
I experienced a strong heart rhythm disorder, so I panicked. I left my body and floated above it, seeing myself lying on my bed and I felt I was about to die, but at some moment I surrendered and all became utterly calm and silent, feeling a deep sense of trust and love. Meanwhile the ambulance drove me to the hospital for help and I was diagnosed with a onetime heart rhythm disorder event. When I came home the next morning, I slept for 20 hours without a break. And when I woke up, I felt very different. I was much more aware off energies around me and my body was much more sensitive.
So suddenly I had to change my way of living, in eating different food, in working less hard, in using no alcohol anymore, etc. A bit later I found some books about having near death experiences and I realized that even though I did not nearly die physically, I DID experience nearly everything they were talking about. After this I looked for more information about spirituality, I watched documentaries and started to join workshops. I became known with spirituality and the new age world.

Meanwhile I had stopped my university studies to become an accountant, because I realized that was not what I wanted at all. It felt cold, empty and meaningless. In 1997 I got my Reiki degrees I & II and for the first time I felt for a split second how I was a Master in this lifetime. Soon after that I joined intuitive and integrative massage courses. I really enjoyed physical work combined with energy work. This also lead to a one year study at an academy for nature science and alternative therapy. Again I stopped as I started to feel intuitively that it was very important for me not to limit myself to specialize in just being a paranormal therapist, hypnotherapist or reflexologist.
I knew that what I could do would encompass all.
Then I met Steve Rother in his human angel seminar in 2000 and that opened up a lot for me.

I was told in a short channel with Steve Rother that I would start to do the same thing as he was doing.
I felt more and more connected to angels as we met naturally on a regular basis. And again, after a while, I felt that inner voice from my soul encouraging me to discover more of me! To become deeply connected to my body and my own energy and to let go of all the things I had learned in this new age world.

A year later, I felt inspired to join a few meetings, where I started to share my experiences with my soul, about waking up to your own spirituality. In that same period of time, I became a substitute teacher in a special elementary school for the new children. I dealt with adhd and add children, who could not function in regular education where they were really misunderstood and where nobody saw who they really are. I truly enjoyed this job, as it went so natural for me. The children simply felt me as I was seeing them and acknowledged who they were. It was a beautiful exchange. I started to realize that this teaching was something very normal for me to do. Soon after that my son was born and a whole new phase in my life started…

Suddenly all my not integrated parts woke up. I could see myself through the experiences of my son and a lot of memories of my childhood came back into my life. This included a lot of experiences from the past that I had never integrated before and that felt very intense… so it was time to learn to integrate them now. This was also a time for me where I found a very deep trust in my soul. As no matter what I experienced, I always knew it would be fine. Because once in a while, I would meet my soul and feel so much love and trust from her in me, that I knew all was fine, indeed… and that even going beyond that, it will always be fine. That was how I learned that no matter what I experienced or what I felt, it would all come into balance again.

Then in 2005 I met the Crimson Circle materials..
It was the first time in 4 years that I became involved in listening to channels again. And even though
I really resisted it in the beginning, because I loved my own spirituality and way of living, it did feel amazing. Suddenly I heard a very dear angel called Tobias, talking about what I was experiencing in my life, from a bigger picture. That made me much more aware about me and my journey and why I had always felt to go beyond. I loved discovering new possibilities in my life. I started recognizing many energies that I had been feeling before and I realized that even though I was not consciously hearing any Crimson Circle channels for years, I was part of that story too. I knew the ascended masters of the Crimson Council from before.

Meanwhile I felt a deep passion coming up in me again, to start channeling… I had been seeing angels,
I had been feeling them and I had been communicating with them, sometimes often and other times once in a while. But it was something that was naturally present in my life. So I announced my first workshop 3 months ahead in time and took all the time to prepare myself, by welcoming home all the feelings that were a bit afraid of my choice to start channeling. In January 2006, I did my first workshop with Adamus Saint-Germain and it was a big success. I saw how each participant was touched deeply in their hearts and how it inspired them to become more of who they really are in their lives.
More workshops followed and more attendees came and I loved doing this, because every new workshop brought in more expansion and more new energy, also into my life.

In march 2007 I became certified Crimson Circle Teacher in Tobias’ Sexual Energies School.
An intense 3 day school, fully channeled, about the understanding of abuse, about how to heal old wounds and how to move forward into your life in a balanced new consciousness. These materials really touched my heart, as I had been experiencing abuse in my life as a child and teenager and now I was able to teach and facilitate others to go beyond their experiences with abuse in life. Together with that, I became a certified New Breath Teacher. After meeting Dr. Norma Delaney, during the Crimson Circle teacher training, I felt intuitively I had to attend her seminar to become as New Breath teacher as well. Especially because it is so much about being your authentic self and the connection with your soul. Exactly what I had been feeling so often with my soul. So all came together and I had been creating a perfect preparation with all my experiences.

In February 2008 I became certified Crimson Circle Teacher for another school;
Adamus’ DreamWalker Ascension School. And intense 3 day school about the ascension process, that so many of us are experiencing right now. It starts with an awakening call from our Soul, that it is time to discover more about who we really are and ends with the full integration of all that we have been, ultimately “becoming our own one” again..

I expanded my teachings with these Crimson Circle Schools, but also in doing private sessions and Special Breathing Workshops. These workshops were born from a co-operation that started with Yanna Volfinzon. A very talented Teacher and intuitive musician, Crimson Circle Teacher and New Breath Teacher from Israel. We started teaching the New Breath together with live composed, intuitive piano music and the results were amazing. A safe space created with the breath of our soul, combined with music from the heart. Soon after that I moved to Israel, to expand my activities over there with Yanna. Also I had created the first version of the Becoming Your Breath website, while my company also called Becoming Your Breath had already been founded. The next two years most of our workshops were organized here in Israel.

Besides our Special Breathing Workshops and CC Schools, we created a special channeled series with
Adamus Saint-Germain about Abundance and Creating in the new energy, that was very successful.
It was also challenging at times, with not all of our workshops being attended so much as in Holland.
It was a completely different audience, a different standard of living and we were unique in teaching
New Energy Workshops based on our self-created materials, in Israel.

At times that I did not teach workshops, I devoted to becoming much closer in my relationship with me. I had to let go of what I was so used to do. Because I expanded in my consciousness beyond all that I had been doing before, I created a space for a real integration to take place in my life. Suddenly, I started to feel the joy of the aspects coming back to me, an intense gratitude of welcoming home another part of me came up from my soul. That is such a simple and beautiful experience in the same time… As this inspired me very much, I started to focus my teaching on integration, conscious breathing and living in the new energy in your own authentic way.

2011 has already become a new beginning for me. I can feel how all the time that I have spent on integration, on really getting to know me last year, including all the experiences I have had… created a huge gift for this new year. It is like a big inhale that has been preparing a big exhale. After going deep inside, the new expansion wants to be expressed outside! So there is a lot more to come…

And it has started with This special website about the awakening process, called
“Awakening Humans”. This is fully dedicated to the natural wake up call that each one of us will receive, sooner or later, when our soul whispers to us; “hey it is time to discover who you really are!” It will be including videos from people all over the world who have been experiencing their awakening process and who are sharing what this has brought into their lives. www.awakeninghumans.com.



With much love and honor,

Erno van Doesselaar